Monday, October 30, 2023

There's Always Something New (+ 1)

 A lot of things had happened within a month: battling with my own wits, battling with other people's brains, and battling how to live and survive. Sorry, I can be very annoying. I have the right to save my life.

It might sound long and tedious, suspenseful, and mysterious.

I tried not to ask questions and question their own intentions and motives. I have inquisitive minds too.

Look, I watched too many FBI, SEAL TEAM, JACK RYAN, NCIS and detective movies and series. Although few of the stories are fiction but most of the stories are real-life stories actually ...

 let me tell you something that you get to learn so many good stuff from those FBI agents and agents that protect, serve and save lives.

What else is new? As much as possible not wanting to blog about myself.

Recently been recording my own BP and it's now down to 124/78. WOW!

This what my family doctor wants to know and what Dr. Potts wants to see happening and everything will be in stabilized situation. Thank God!🙏

Sunday, October 8, 2023

Thanksgiving

 AUTUMN SEASON. It's Thanksgiving Day in Canada. I don't feel it anymore but usually for the past 31 years of my life in Canada, our family Thanksgiving is celebrated with my family and my husband's family, in their home as we shared the biggest butterball turkey, cranberry sauce and whole lot of stuffing, green peas, mashed potatoes, vegges, salad, shrimps and crabs. My Mother-in-law had crabs for me because I don't eat turkey. Then we shared fruit salads and their most welcomed Norwegian layer cake that she baked together with my sister-in law. She's really that good to me, to my children. husband

 whom she spoiled and had given so much importance however she's no longer with us. 

Our THANKSGIVING Day recently is celebrated with just my family, with special butterball turkey, sea foods,linguini or rotini pasta, mashed potatoes, vegetable  salad, fruit salad, However, because I am still staying here at the hospital I don't know if my family will celebrate it. They should, They have a life to live and enjoy and I must survive to live longer. GOD is with me everyday.🙏💓 I have a complete troop of health care support in this hospital: kidney doctor, nurses,dialysis technicians, med techs who keep track of the blood work, X Ray technicians, port mobility porters who take me to every ward for the X Ray and Dialysis. Everyone here are doing so great with their jobs. They make sure that I'm taking my meds everyday on every hour even at night they have to wake me up to record and monitor tor my vital signs, blood work, they also check my weight. Aren't they so good and kind? I.m forever grateful thankful for their health care support. They are truly amazing!👍🙋🙏

So even if I'm sick and here at the hospital I must greet everybody HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY! It is the once a year celebration of great agricultural harvest and the wildfires and other natural calamities and disaster had proven its great impact and yet so many of us are still alive, had survive the very test of times.

Pax Cristi. Ciao and have a great day!



Saturday, October 7, 2023

Why Me?

 Finally, I could blog once again. Thank God! It's been several days I was out of blogging due to certain health problems that need to be assessed right away and taken care of. I should have done that long time ago and then well, I hope it's not too late.

It's gonna be a very long story to reveal something like this but maybe let me have this on confidential matter for now.

At least I'm back blogging once again after that frightening situation that almost shocked me to the inner core. I couldn't believe it at first how that happened to me and asking myself "why me?" Why me??? It's very unfair! 

Why I became a target? 

How the hell that happened?

What is wrong? What did I do to deserve this?

Anyway, GOD is still with me along the way that's why I am still alive and trying to survive.

I wish to go on and on blogging, writing to my heart's desire and still be active in the blogging community. I wish I can go home for Thanksgiving Day and join my dear family who are anxious for me to return home. I don't know for sure when my doctor will allow me to go back home. It's gonna be a long waiting game as in suspense.

For now, take care everybody! Peace out. Pax Cristi.