EVERYONE HAS A CHOICE!

 

I asked Liza which one of the Winnie the Pooh she likes to change her opinion on which one she favored the drawing on the above image or the image below

 

Which drawing of Winnie the Pooh ...  Liza had chosen? 

Can you choose the weather temperature in Canada? It was only 2 Celsius this very early morning. Wow! That's brazen cold right? If it starts to be lower than that we'll probably have SNOW at very early this month. Well you know how to pray right? I can teach you the LORD'S PRAYER. 

C'mon everybody's a spinner in Canada. They always used me as a target! I don't know why. What if I used you and I change the weather right now? ISS can you change the weather? At least no more dead satellites falling from the sky causing wildfires because they are frozen right now.  

THE 6th, 7th & 8th DAYS OF AUTUMN

 So many gazillion NEWS of scams, fraud and pranks because of the AI Business and that's the reason why we are very cautious about anonymous callers or unknown callers. We have call display phone wherein we can see whose calling and what their phone numbers are. If its unknown or the 1-800 numbers we don't really answer them.  Last Sunday, we receive two phone calls, its "unknown" so we didn't really answer to that.Then it rang back again so hubby answered to it just to find out that maybe it was sort of urgent. The lady on the other line introduced herself that she will be my ride to my medical appointment on Monday. Then here comes Monday and I was ready for the time that she was to arrive but she didn't arrive nor call at 12nn. Then the Beeline taxi driver Gord came earlier at past 11 am who was not notified about change of schedule. I tried to contact GGG but the lines were too busy. Later at past 1 pm Christina called that she was on her way from Campbellton to pick up another person. What happened? I was late for the appointment at CDF. Good that she already informed we'll be late. So instead of 5 pm I was out of CDF at 6 pm. Reasons? Christina has other people to pick up and drive from Port McNeil and we were just rescheduled on her itinerary because of drivers being sick of flu plus troubles with her car and and a sick dog named Chili. She's a  mom and I can understand that kind of feeling. 

To tell you the truth, I wont die missing one day of a missed medical appointment. At least now I know that Christina is a real person. I mean with all the scams and pranks going on out of yin-yang its hard to trust some humans. So sorry for jumping into conclusion. 

At CDF, Jessie said "hi and welcome back." Nothing has changed, same O" (same old) and we both laughed. Boring then? LOL. J/K. Jenn was there wearing that orange T-shirt for Truth & Reconciliation Day celebration. Natasha was happy to have heard about her former classmates (Batch) Raesan, Rob & Tammy. Then Emelie, told her about Liza sending her regards. Lean was there and Shauna was there too asking what do I like in Nanaimo. Hmm... that's  difficult to answer. I can  only say that maybe because there are Filipino nurses over there as if being in the Philippines. Questioning myself if that's really the reason? LOL.  Opsi secret!

 Shauna called John Brown who will drive me back home.He said that she can call him when I'm done! So when I saw John I asked him with curiosity  if he is related to Dan Brown. 

That's it for the 7th day of Autumn and today is the 8th at 12 Celsius. Getting chilly and don't forget to wear your jacket outside. Colds and flu are once again visible so TAKE CARE!🙏

 

THE PROCESS OF MY ARTWORKS

 

It all begins with a lone black ink pen and a sketch book.

All drawings start with sketches...

Anything that crosses my mind is an idea sort of

Any  opinion, obstacles even the worse of all the worst, negative or positive they sort sparks an elaborate sometimes complicated inquiry to my brain thus also provide idea to my kind of work.

Brainstorming is part of my creative curious intuitive, investigative, inquiring mind. Hey know what? You could be the one the subject of my curiosity. LOL. 

All those sketches and drawings must be colored accordingly...

Voila! 

Eureka moment. Panda is a chimp? Panda is a bear? Hmm...

Dolly is a little lamb?  Can we really clone Dolly? Or can we clone the woolly mammoth?

How about we clone the donkey? 

GOOGLE HAS SUPER INTELLIGENT AI?

 There is something strange going on with BLOGGER & GOOGLE. I first thought it happened to only few of the blogwriters here but it happened to me also. I wonder why. 

Then as I browse the internet, there was an article that a Google employee resigned because of the "AI Super Intelligent at Google."  What?  first thought this case was at Anthropic AI. Now it is at Google? There are highly intelligent people at Google. Of course they are but they are not robots. 

By the way IN THE NEWS: ChatGPT is in trouble for failure to warn authority about the Tumbler Ridge incident. I don't know the ChatGPT's chat with Jessie so its hard to make a assessment of that case. ChatGPT supposed to be your "virtual teacher." I don't know how it teaches violence on kids. MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS is not only on kids but in some adults suffering from PTSD. 

What kind of super intelligence its causing its users then? It is getting so weird already that whether you believe it or not this kind of weird situation will happen in the future but NOW? far from over. Maybe there are just humans hacking the system. You know hackers... they are always curious to hack and decode and crack codes just like what they did with ENIGMA during World War II. Remember TURING? 

Ring up the ring to win. The possibility of winning is one in a million and being struck by lightning is one in a million. Do you like odd numbers or even numbers? How about the rule of integers? 

Who is capable of long division? That is one of the factor that causes WAR. The very long division is what alienates everyone and thus lead to chaos.  

 

 

 

JAI ALAI

 Only 9 degrees Celsius this morning. Yey! It is getting cooler each passing day which is absolutely great! I love cooler temperature. It is good for your skin too. Did you know that cooler temperature can control aging? That's why some people who live in colder part of the world looked younger than those people living in hot tropical climate zone. 

NOW YOU KNOW THE AGE DEFYING SECRET got to do with the climate. 

Yup, that's actually not a secret and not a witchcraft sort of. 

I had  just read about the Salem Witch Trials. Do you know about that? The trials of the witches in the Village of Salem known as the place where hundreds of witches lived to propagate their knowledge about darkness. BUT are they really witches? 

Well do you know that in the old olden days where nobody can cure illness and humans are afflicted with certain skin diseases that they have no cure of and they blame their most hated neighbors for such witchcraft. Imagine yourself being in the woods, in the forest and you gathered poison ivy plants and you know what will happen right? Like you have eaten unedible mushrooms and you blame your friends for giving you mushrooms. Or you had eaten peanuts and it turned out you have allergy and blame the neighbor who gave it to you calling her a witch. There are a lot of things that can go wrong when you are so ignorant and uneducated. Such as when your vision is not 20/20 seeing maggots in sushi which actually some coconut flakes or spices? Hmm.. what could it be?  or a fruit fly mistaken for lice and bugs. You know the difference from a bed bug to a fruit fly? Fruit fly is so tiny with wings. A torn fruit fly dead squeezed to tiny little pieces wont grow inside the plastic vial and end up as bed bug! YOU THINK THAT'S WITCHCRAFT OR MAGIC? OR CONSPIRACY THEORY.

Have you studied PSYCHOLOGY?  On this exhibit Photo Image courtesy of "Introduction to Psychology" the study of DEPTH CUES. We tackled about this in University with my Harvard Grad. professor. I was called too for my skills in perception. My eye sight (vision) was almost perfect that time I can see all the minute details. I can see numbers too. The professor and I discussed about it for 30 minutes and when its over she dismissed the class right away and we all went home and my classmates were wondering why we are dismissed early. I hurriedly went home that day not to miss the Jai Alai. Tumaya ako noh! Then yung kapitbahay namin asked anong numbers ang taya ni Ibya? The next day I won.Then mas panalo yung kapitbahay namin ang laki ng panalo nya. lol. Sugarol!!

JAI-ALAI the fastest sport there is in Spain and Philippines. Jai-Alai is Spanish not Portuguese. For those who didn't win because its HIGH ALAY...the difference between a lightning from lightning bug according to Mark Twain? Read his quote. The good thing about this is there is no WILDFIRE NEWS. That's a miracle. 

Believe it or not! *

The odds of winning is one in a million. 

 

 

FALL EQUINOX: DAY TWO

 

The beginning of FALL EQUINOX yesterday although the forest hasn't 100% turned its fall foliage yet. The forest still is 85% green unlike from previous years,. Although the darkness at still is at 7 am is very much visible. By the way there is NO DST year no turning the clock back or clockwise. 

Hope the weather is favorable for most of us and hope for the best. Have a wonderful lovely day people!💓🙏🙌🙌 

TOO EARLY? JUST TOO ADVANCE

The new MUSE gimmick courtesy of Mark Zuckerberg for Facebook is sort of in timing advance approach for the SUMMER OLYMPIC GAMES in 2028? Who knows right? The "Muse" is wearing a Greek suit and on its head wearing a laurel wreath.

Nothing's wrong because CALIFORNIA's sign logo was based on 

ROMAN EMPIRE SOLDIER  guarding the huge island as the Romans started to colonized the area. The Coming of Age in the New World. The building of Cathedrals and Monasteries for the Roman Catholics to propagate their Religion through its worldwide pilgrimage of Christianity.

And if its the RAT RACE...

 

The Roman Empire was the most powerful and influential empire since at the time of Julius Caesar. 

When Jesus was questioned about his faith and the Empire He could only answer

"GIVE TO CAESAR WHAT IS FOR CAESAR

AND GIVE TO GOD WHAT IS FOR GOD."

 

 

 

MOVIE NIGHT

 Husband and I watched the movie IN THE GREY movie recommended by our neighbor... well after dinner wherein I was the diva Cook. after all the house works been done.  I am not lazy just to sit on the couch all the time and whenever I am seated I am  always doing something with my hands such artworks, internet browsing, Facebooking, reading, brainstorming. My MIND is always BUSY. So what the movie about?  It was an action movie starring Jake Gylenhal, Henry Clavil (Superman), Rosamund Pike & Rachel Wild. At first didn't understand the story because I was already sleepy at 8 pm. Three elite operatives in a  mission to steal back the billion dollars fortune from a ruthless tyrant  and thus lead to daring adventure and death defying stunts. Is that a true story? LOL. It seems like.

 Then in another channel, EYES WIDE SHUT with Tom Cruise & Nicole Kidman. The movie was halfway, wherein Tom had a visit at the morgue  to find out the dead female victim who was actually at the mysterious secret masked charade that the couple had attended which turned out to be a high profile case. Darn! I have to watch it again. If you are a Wilbur Smith novel fanatic of somekind, Wilbur Smith penned a novel with the same story but it happened even before WWII, the European princess who revealed to young Courtney about the "masquerade of prominent wealthy & influential members get into that circle of charade" in that novel, the princess who was in a safari with Courtney ( the safari guide) to do something unspeakable in which Courtney decided to call his uncle & uncle alerted that jungle as epidemic area and they must leave out there right immediately saving his nephew from making a grave mistake. That's what I like Wilbur Smith with his detailed story telling technique almost a true story not fiction. 

What if  Eyes Wide Shut is  more like EPSTEIN FILES?

Next that movie MIDNIGHT SPECIAL. The movie deals with Extraterrestrials. The boy Alton has a special ability that the FBI wanted to investigate and do research but the father Troy protects his child like any parent would do. The ending is stupid because the father and those who helped the father and child been jailed...for what? For protecting the child from abductions by government agents? I think they should have provided a better approach of taking the child and the parents for questioning on whether ALIENS are coming for invasion thereby mankind at least can prepare. It's just a matter of simple psychology. 

 

GETTING CLOSER TO AUTUMN EQUINOX

 Chilly at about 11 degrees Celsius early morning and still dark. Only 3 days to AUTUMN EQUINOX September 22, 202 - December 21, 2026. 

Do you think it's gonna be sunny today? It's not raining so maybe it will be sunnier than previous days. But who knows, sometimes weather is unpredictable.

Usually it has  something to do with your mind thinking.
 

Starting with Winnie the Pooh sketch and colored only Winnie and the pine tree... It was suggested by Liza that I should draw Winnie the Pooh because that's her favorite cartoon character.

 

 

Okay no problem, I like Winnie too and the Care Bears. 

Bears are the most cuddly stuffed toys and most  favorite kids toys ever. 

Ian saw my drawing and said that I have "dexterity" in what I'm doing. Really? I just want to fill up the whole page of the sketch book and keep myself busy while I was hooked up to the machine. I don't mind the dialysis actually. I like seeing my blood through the tubes and feel the warm blood. Ha ha ha!Now I'm being a joker. 👽👼😇

UPDATE: Winnie the Pooh

 

TGIF

 I don't know what kind of adventure this time and today . I don't need to sing ((( it's another manic Monday wish it was Sunday... no it's Friday))) TGIF

Because last Wednesday, the driver Kim from BeeLine Taxi fetched me from home with their hybrid car and then we stopped for gas at Columbia Fuels and had her car inspected for air. However the mechanic said that those car tires wont last long to our destination so we changed car to a van somewhere downtown area in the parking lot former Community Center area. Oh wow! That was strange eh? She keeps on saying sorry, sorry... do I have to believe and trust her. I trusted her. I was not nervous or anything. The van although is old it has air conditioner  but the scent of masculine cologne is suffocating I'm glad I have a face mask. It was Kim who keeps on coughing. We're almost closer to our destination when I started coughing. She drives with caution and we chatted almost everything about family, where she originally came from, her beloved dogs, health, work, politics, etc. She was such a jolly company during the 1 hour and 40 minutes travel. I arrived at my destination safe and happy to have known her.

So for today don't know who is my driver from BeeLine. Every time is another day to meet a new driver. Sometimes they want me to rate their driving. Since the first driver Gord then Rita & Doug they are really good more than good & I don't have anything to complain they are really great at their driving skills, they are the PRO rather professionals.  Each one has different personality but so far nobody is annoying or arrogant, they are respectful of their passengers. 

There are funny moments and silly stories. I will tell you some of the stories later. OMG! I hope they are not reading this blog. 

What else is new?  Hope for a better day with lots of sunshine but cooler temperature. 12 Celsius degrees for now.  CIAO HAVE A GREAT DAY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE. 🙏😇

 

 

CARTOONS ANIMATED

 

I am more in focus with my artworks recently because when I'm on my D. and hooked to the machine there is nothing to do but be occupied with something else. I could read books,  bring my laptop and browse the internet or blog but I am more comfy blogging at home than at the hospital. Instead I choose to draw while listening to the NEWS on TV. Sometimes the nurses came to chat with me which is comforting to ease the pain of being sick. I don't really looked sick. Sometimes I asked myself if there is something wrong with those blood works years ago. It doesn't makes sense. Thinking about it wont make me paranoid but thinking about it makes me feel very cautious. SO BEWARE, IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU. 

Recent NEWS: The European Union wants Canada to join them. Huh!? Oh no! Why UK had the BREXIT do you know why? It was on TV NEWS for so many months before the grand exit. 

Thanks but NO thanks EU so nice of them. However, EU countries have long time problem with immigrants and illegal immigrants. Remember the swarm of refugees in Spain? France also had problems with refugees. Canada already is dealing with immigrants and homeless people. There are thousands of homeless people in Canada to think that they are "Canadians!" It is their own land and they are homeless. Canada doesn't need extra burden. Canada has volatile economy because of the trade war with Trump and the US but because of Trump's fault actually. Adding problems would just pile up more problems? NO WAY! Think of Albertans who would like an autonomy. That's another burden. 

So focus on my artworks instead. Remember the cartoon animated show the giant whale MOBY DICK? 

I used to watch Moby Dick show when I was a young girl, coming home from Elementary School in the 70's and got to watch the many cartoon shows such as Moby Dick & the Looney Tunes. Mickey Mouse, Daffy Duck, Tweety Bird, Sylvester, the Flinstones, etc. To think that they are still being aired on TV for century now. They are legends actually.

 

While recent generation animated cartoons our children watch are now the: Totally Spies, INUYASHA,  Total Drama Island, Atomic Betty, Pokemons, Sailor Moon, Hello Kitty and other anime based from Japanese characters. Everything has improved technologically and modernized since then because of FX & AI or Artificial Intelligence. 

AI= ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE

 One blogger said that if you wait for October to decorate for the Halloween then YOU ARE LATE! 

I chuckled about it. Know what? My house already  Christmas decorated with Angels. lol 

By the way, we all  have to slow down passing judgment on somebody because you know what KARMA is? The karma you give to somebody will come back to you. BEWARE!

Then when it comes to AI or ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE always remember MINSKY.

Old Man MINSKY the pioneer of Artificial Intelligence, not Anthropic, not Elon Musk and definitely not Mark Zuckerberg. An article explains why MINSKY want the creation of AI thr. DISCOVER MAGAZINE the science magazine that gives you the future and what to expect beyond. 

According to Anthropic employee that AI is getting the super intelligence knowledge and might wipe out  civilization and the whole humanity. Really? Please TURN OFF ELECTRICITY. And if they are powered by remote controls and batteries powered by human hands get that demonic humans and jail him and guard him 24 hours per day. Robots are powered and controlled by humans, the robotics scientist create programs for the work of robots. I don't think they are dumb and dumber or stupid enough to kill human life just to rule the world. But who knows, maybe the robot programmer only wants to live by himself just to be alone with robots. 

What MINSKY wants from AI? He wants an AI that thinks about HUMANITY without end. He wants an AI Robot that thinks like a child. 

What those AI Robotics scientists want? TERMINATOR ROBOTS. 

TO SLOW DOWN with ROBOTS & ROBOTICS and ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. We are bombarded with fake news, fake information, fake humans, fake face,  fake documents, fake stories of AI. What is the truth? TRUTH cannot be AI. 

 

 

HERON ON THE POND

BAD NEWS! A friend of mine from the "CDF" wants me back because its too much for me to be in the hospital and also because she had cancer and  is battling some  bad news: her son was diagnosed with cancer and her grand son had a seizure and in the hospital.  I hope it wont affect her health because she had enough, too much! She advised me about what to do with my problem. I advised her not to worry so much because its not good for her health. So nice of her to call me at home. I will solve my own problem. I know how to handle it. I am not aiming for drama because I hate drama I cannot even cry for God sake! My husband was feeling sick, almost had a heart attack of what had happened to me because of that woman at CDF. 

Saturday today, I usually watch zombie or vampire movies but because of the Kristidominion crisis almost like a conspiracy theory I cancelled watching movies, not fun anymore. The BBA you know that I cannot be a subject if I am conscious and honest about almost anything. You know have to tell you again and again veritas liberabit vos! 

You want to practice BBA?  There's reward and punishment for that. You get a reward and you are punished too! Would you like something like that? You get a free jetliner from Qatar just like Trump? You can get the prize of Lake America instead of Lake Ontario and Gulf of America from Gulf of Mexico? 

One of the nurses (Sybil) in NRGH saw my sketch of a heron, she likes it. She's a new nurse I met at the hospital didn't see her there in 2023. She doesn't believe the story that was spreading at the hospital. Huh! That stupid story spreads like wildfire. 

I like heron as it stands on its two legs like a diva what more if it catches a fish. 

 

Another herons not quite finish yet. I'm still thinking whether I will apply blue or gray feathers or what it could be? Hmm....?  

Husband is baking apple crumbles with cinnamon, butter, brown sugar. for dessert. Then will have panfry pork loins + steamed rice +  boiled green beans + chicken macaroni apple/pineapple cheese salad for dinner.

That's all folks.  CIAO.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT!

 "Don't mistake kindness and generosity for weakness and softness." Who said that? 

Just like him, do not abuse my kindness as a sign of weakness. I am strong, I AM MIGHTY! Hey how many obstacles I dealt with when I was younger. Look at me still alive & kicking!

I have been humiliated recently and for whatever reason even the patient had joined the process of "eviction" from a health facility somewhere in lalaland. LOL. I couldn't believe that happened. OMG! Very unprofessional. I think it was pre-meditated. When the two healthcare workers said that they have to look at my head, my hair all of a sudden a flash scene of Reena Virk's face just warped in my brain when she was being drowned to death. I told the two women" NO." I don't know what they are capable of.  It got me nervous shaking to the core. Are they demonic possessed? I never see them acting so wicked just like that on that Wednesday afternoon. 

I had it recorded in my mind, in the cortex of my brain. Me, being the fanatic fan of FBI, NCIS, CSI, Murdoch Mysteries and Matlock who always can figure out the suspect of the crime. Then it happened to me how somebody has manipulated things from the very start because of "numbers." If I have to tell you the whole story... it will take days because I can have the details of everything and where she stands and what she is doing. My eidetic imagery about the scenes was so vivid. Just can't forget about it. 

As of now I think they are capable of twisting stories.  

Veritas liberabit Vos!

I'm happy where I am now. I think there's on going rivalry and competition in that facility. One insider told me they are fighting on some small stuff. So weird already. Nurses closer to me resigned and move to Nova Scotia, the other one moved to Nanaimo and the two good nurses seldom get work schedule. Wala na akong kakampi. The patients are complaining and when you complained you're out! Oh, I was asked rather advised not to complain because of what the insider told me. I don't complain. If the washroom is filthy, I cleaned it myself. I borrowed their gloves and have those strong cleaning solution to clean somebody's mess. Chemicals for cleaning makes me cough so that's one of the reasons for coughing. By the way, its not only me cleaning the washroom there, because I saw the Head Nurse Jenn and Nurse Teryn cleaned the washroom too. * Nurses and patients should not be the washroom cleaner. 

Are you using vaporizer and virus/antibacterial mist at night at the clinic and hospitals? That too can cause cough. The mist or aerosols can stay in the air and can cause more harm especially in close tight space. Some experts said that too much cleanliness can cause ailments because of the harsh chemicals in cleaning solution.  During COVID pandemic the use of spray mist to scare viruses was used in some clinic and hospitals. 

In all of the problems there what happened to me? I was evicted. From what I heard it is very strict there. Really? Is there Martial law over there? I've been through MARTIAL LAW in Philippines. I love it actually. Peace & Order, cleanliness and beautification project, green revolution project, great discipline, no crime, law abiding citizens and for others that's dystopia. Not really. For the criminals that would be a chaos. Drug dealers and drug kingpins were executed full extent of the law. That's MARTIAL LAW!

I grew up in the military camp I joined my father at the Hospital Admin during Red Alert. You think those women whoever they are will scare me? Ha ha ha! I think they are possessed from the ghosts of the 18th century hospital that was built on its ground. You know sometimes that can happen. Knowing one of them are seeing worms on her sushi. Sushi she said bought from Costco. She's seeing lice and bugs. She put the torned to pieces unrecognizable fruit fly which she called lice inside the small plastic container show them off  to everybody and laughed at it and when I saw it again the torn "lice" was bigger, what's that ? the dead lice grew bigger inside the container? LOL. She's a WITCH! My goodness! She's a nurse! What nurses are doing? They had seen the worst of all. Just bugs she's freaking out?Nope she's not freaking out she laughed at it together with other nurses.  Nurse don't freak out just like that. She's not a nurse!  Is she freaking with lots of garbage in Bali? Since she came home from her vacation in Bali she's acting so weird.  Its not even a bug but a fruit fly but that's ok. It has wings you know. Bed bug has no wings. Well maybe a fruit fly is a bug. That's what I saw on my blouse. I brought some bags of plums that day actually. Fruit fly is harmless though.  She can go to the forest, go camping and you'll find a lot of bugs from tick, to aphids, ladybugs, maggots, worms, earthworms, creepy crawlies and critters. To think that facility has full of wasp and hornets at the front entrance. I was attacked at one time with that hornet bug whatever it is flying at the entrance did I complain? NO.  There are bugs from the big tree and its branches. There are bees and yellow jackets. Did they look at the ceiling? Maybe they have termites. One patient Ch.# 6 asked me if I can smell something burning told him maybe they have pop corn in their microwave. Because that happened before. Well hope its not the wiring. Imagine all the machines in there and the wiring and tubes attached to our bodies? OMG! 

FGS! DEATH CURE! 

One of them told one of the male Filipino nurses (MM) who was there for few days, that I was "notorious." Eh? Why? Bahhketttt!? ?????  I was notorious for what? Of all the patients I am the only one who doesn't complain. For God sake! I can't forget that. There is one situation that made me remember something about her. She just did a mistake. I almost died. I know she knew it. Well God knows that will bother her conscience. I'm so glad that Sasha was there. Did I complain? NO. I just remember her of course. I'm still nice towards her. Because patay malisya sya sa ginawa niya calling me "Vera." See, even my name she doesn't know. 

 

 NOTE: This is only 1% of the whole story. You know I like them but something strange happened, they changed. I don't know why. Are they pressured? Is there something deeper that made them unhappy about their job? Is there a competition among the workers? What's the problem that caused their bad attitude and sudden outburst. Because they always asked me "who did my catheter dressing and when I said "I don't know because I like my nurse (H) who attended to me that day. I know, I should not have favouritism but I think they know and they are so pissed. She will find it out, she told me. There is jealousy at work. That happened in all workplaces everywhere. But for God sake they are healthcare workers and we are just their patients. Who are sick? Are they the ones who are sick? If they are mentally or psychologically sick... then we are in trouble. 

Would you believe that OA nurse panic over bugs! My God what about if she had seen those patients with sepsis, severe infection, burnt wounded victims of wildfires, maggots on the wounded, dead people, lepers, zombie-like victims of flame throwers and nuclear disaster. Those kind of OA nurses should be sent to Gaza and Ukraine to practice deeper on what kind of profession they had chosen. Did she ever think that nursing is not about glamour and fame? Is she a supermodel and nursing is such a glamour job? What kind of patients should be in that facility? Is she PERFECT? Are you perfect?  Did she ever know that the first nurses are nuns? We should just have the missionaries and nuns as healthcare workers then. Maybe they can also teach them how to pray to strengthen them so that they wont resort to demonic advocacy of MAID or suicides. 

The difference from OA nurses to Filipino nurses, the Filipino nurses had experienced working in war torn countries. They are hardworking people, resilient, brave and do not panic from any form of bugs or critters.  Bugs are nothing to what they are capable of working under pressures!

To think that I don't have bug bites and those patients have bug bites and they have restless legs! You know what they have those bugs long time ago because as I remember when I first arrived there the nurse asked me why I don't have skin irritations (why I should have? hmmm... kaya pala)  and blaming me for no bug bites? well,  that facility should be fumigated. They are looking for scapegoat. 

Currently, I am in a place away from those toxic humans. I hope they are happy that I'm no longer there where they can see me. After all the cleaning lady said they were fighting over something that I brought it's delicious  and its not enough (last year). Yeah, I wish am rich to be more generous but God knows generosity starts or it begins  at home. 

 

DUCK, DUCk, DUCK!

 

HEY DUCKS! What you've been doing? Swimming on flood waters? Recently Donald Duck, errr Mr. Trump is flooding the internet with his $5K offer to adult citizens of his country USA if Republicans win the upcoming election. He thinks he could buy Americans with 5K.

What's wrong with it? That's ILLEGAL. 

Mr. Donald Trump keeps doing the unlawful illegal tariffs and  yet Americans cannot do about it. So that $5,000 dollars would be an offer hard to resist for those who are vulnerable or without money.

$5K to every adult voters in America would end up in TRILLIONS OF US DOLLARS!

Where is he getting trillions of dollars? 

Remember that USA has $40 TRILLIONS OF DEBTS! Who is he to pay trillions of dollars to would be Republican voters! Elon Musk wont be paying for such or he will go bankrupt. You think Zuck will pay for it Mark Bezos? I don't think Google will pay for it, duh!

Look that bribe is not only annoying but it's a big lie. Unbelievable. You are such a fool if you believe him nor vote for him. And for the record his term is OVER! He is too old to work he is always sleeping during the conference. There must be a limit of age for would be next president of the USA. 65 years of age is retirement time. You can work up to at least probably 70 to 75 years of age if you are still mentally sharp but once you reached age after 75 PLEASE RETIRE!! It is mandatory for the sake of your health and the people around you. 

By the way, TODAY is SEPTEMBER 11, 2026.  It is the birth anniversary of PHILIPPINE'S former PRESIDENT FERDINAND E. MARCOS Sr. Happy Birth Anniversary Sir!💓🙏

Also the 25 YEAR ANNIVERSARY of  9/11 when the Twin Towers in New York was chosen by terrorists to crash two jetliners full of passengers down to their death. Another plane crashed in PENTAGON.  This led to war in Afghanistan and the manhunt for Osama bin Laden. 

PRESSURE TACTIC

 THE PRESSURE TACTIC. Heard about it? 

AI Overview: 

 A pressure tactic is a deliberate psychological or conversational strategy used to force someone into making a fast decision before they have time to think or object. 

Pressure tactic  is most likely a forced into action of being submissive to certain particular manipulation wherein you are trapped unable to make a fast decision. Pressure tactic is done by bullies and manipulative humans who are using you as a "target." ((I first thought I am no longer a target!)) ((But why are they into me again?)) What they want from me? 

The pressure is sometimes too extreme and intense and the only way out is to just let go and submit to what they want in order to achieve peace and order. But sometimes doesn't mean that surrendering yourself just to compromise will make it easy and convenient for both parties. There is that saying "keep your enemies closer, whoever they are!" Why? So that I can study them and read their minds. 

Darn! I've been reading their minds for three years! 

 

PRESSURE TACTIC is an act of bullying. They do this kind of horrendous act just enough to pressure you to do something out of the ordinary such as suicide or taking the most dignified MAID. Is it really dignified? KILLING YOURSELF is an act of cowardness. It is hara-kiri. Are you Japanese? 

IN CANADA, many children are bombarded with peer pressures, bullying, prejudice and racism. So in schools there are monitors, there are CCTV and hidden observer. Do you like CCTV in your schools and classrooms? The most vulnerable developed some form of insecurity, psychologically their mental health suffered and for some children unable to cope they will do something unspeakable, most end up in suicides. It must not end just like that. It should not end as "Columbines tragedy nor Rumble Ridge."

For the older people who have more experience about bullying and racism they have other means to cope up with. They have strong family ties, they have too many friends and most of all their faith in God is stronger than most. The bullies and racists are compared to demonic creatures from hell. 

Hey, I love the scientific study of the mind. I love Psychology and I can understand the nature of how pressures are to deal with in certain situation. Speaking of pressures... is there a precipitation today? At 14 degrees Celsius how you can create a storm? hmmm... are we gonna call all the witches? Provide practical magic? We're not even mid-September duh. It is too early for Hallow's Eve. 

So much so for this spur of the moment blog post early morning. Early morning blogging is so quiet and that's where the "fruit of the loom" when your mind is active and creative. Creativity sparks amazingly at dawn. 

Remember: STAND UP AGAINST RACISM & BULLYING.  

 

THINK ABOUT IT

 They are still having BUGS LIFE talk of the week and don't know how many more days the chismis will go on. I just couldn't believe that the "set up, pre-meditated story will go on." they are really into BB BLACK BOX Reward and Punishment. How to stop something like this? What's the solution? Do you think it will add BYTES to my blog? 

Thinking about this made me cringe. Maybe I should do something out from the ordinary eh? How about flash flood? Or non-stop hurricane? Or hails? What do you think? Well that's up to GOD not me. I know too many bad people on planet EARTH and maybe reward and punishment is up for grabs just like in BB BIG BROTHER. 

 Wow! suddenly images wont upload. Being hacked again? That's wow!!

Try again... nope wont upload anything. 

What they really want from my blog anyway? LOL. Marami ng inggit. Ewan ko ba bakit maraming inggit. If inggit dapat magblog din kayo. Who knows I might read your blog di ba? 

 

 

PAELLA

 Just as what I said TOO MUCH OF BB. We have to put a stop because it will only lead to Mr. T winning the games because of Ducks Unlimited.  Limitless. Intiendes? Comprende? (Spanish not Portuguese). *

Whew! Its Wednesday again. What a life.

 I saw this pan from Google image site. Just by looking at it....thinking maybe I should purchase one so that I can cook  "paella."

Paella is a Spanish special food. Ingredients: Special kind of rice + different kinds of seafoods: prawns or shrimps +  squids + clams + mussels + scallops + special seasonings +spices. YUMMY!

 

NOT SO BORING DAY!

 Do you feel like your privacy is being invaded by strangers? Everything goes so smoothly in my blogging, me, myself & I for the past 15 years + without comments without anybody trying to manipulate what I'm doing then suddenly may nakikialam na. Yan ang ayaw ko lalo na trabaho ko. lol. It's more like this is WAR & NO PEACE, sorry Leo Tolstoy. The more irritants,the more inaccuracy, the more contravidas I think it is more troublesome & twisted. isn't that what you like in a novel? Magulo, complicated, mysterious and unbelievable.

For my artworks today:

BUGS & INSECTS: The image above with the sunflowers are surrounded by helpful insects. For the others, they are bugs. Bugs are pests such as bed bugs, cockroach, locust, beetles, aphids. The study of insects is known as ENTEMOLOGY. Entemologist knew the scientific benefit of insects in the pollination process in the Plant Kingdom. They propagate within life cycle and keep the environment in balance or reach the equilibrium. 

Some bugs are blood suckers. They are like vampires!If you think that you'll lose blood if those suckers had  sucked your blood? NO. They are too small to do what they are capable of. Mosquitoes only attack you if you are "new" in their territory. Once they tasted your blood they tried to avoid you. Bed bugs? Where you get bed bugs? Most of the time they are carried by "travelers." Mostly those jet setters who traveled from other countries had a holiday or booked in cheap motels or cheap hotels but sometimes bed bugs don't really choose whether hotels are cheap or not just that they propagate in very hot weather or in tropical countries.  Sometimes, they carried those bed bugs in their luggage from hotels to their home. Its not that they are cheap, unclean or they are stinky (sometimes bugs don't really like stinky people, ha ha ha! ) but that's how bed bugs get into their homes. Bed bugs are jet setters too you know. Bugs love scents! Have you traveled to third world countries?  Have you traveled to Indonesia? HOT over there you know. HOT SPOT!!  Bed bugs thrive in hot spot countries. If its not bed bugs you carried its cockroaches. Cockcroach is scarier but they eat bed bugs and those lizards they benefit from bed bugs. Smaller bugs are eaten by bigger bugs. 

How about lice & nits? Kuto & lisa (Tagalog words) ,   those irritable lice (louse)? Most kids in schools have them. Teachers have problems with those lice year after year. What's the origin of lice? According to the encyclopedia, lice came from the birds, on its feathers anything with feathers. Some dogs and cats have those bugs called fleas. Easy to treat fleas. You can take your pets to the veterinarian so that they can have vaccine. Fleas from your cat can do some harm sometimes they have some kind of worm (parasite) that might affect your pregnancy or if you sleep with your cat you'll never know what you are breathing in and that maybe the cause of your extreme headaches. Do you give your cat a bath? There, that's the problem.

Fruit flies are every where there are fruits. Fruits on the counter, table or where you have picnic. It is  common flies inside the house. Housefly? You know that at summer houseflies are frequent buggers. 

Ants? Darn they love sugary stuff. They could crawl on every surface. They bite so hard for that tiny ant they leave bites that's too painful sometimes. You might scream. 

Taxi driver  said that there are lots of bugs bunnies *BB) in Nanaimo! LOL. I can't help laughed. I haven't seen any for the record. 

How about the bugs in the golf course? If its not buzzing bees, wasp, yellow jackets or nossium. The noissiums are bad ass! Once those black bugs get into your skin it will suck your blood real hard and leave you with black marks on your skin. Noissiums are so tiny, almost like a dot in size. That's why you should not wear perfume or apply lotion on your skin. Nossiums love scents. Where can you find noissiums? It can thrive on leaves and flowers and can be seen or visible as if its black fungi or black molds so small that you need magnifying glass, Sometimes you can see them on the exterior wall of your house that's why every year a pressure washing is much needed. 

How about DUST MITES? Have you seen dust mites? They are DUST! However because mites are microscopic that might looked like dust but they are microscopic creatures that crawl in your homes and in every facility, up on the ceiling and walls. Those dust mites can cling on your books, tables, any furniture with dust, inside the vehicles, computers, laptops, any devices, draperies, curtains, and even on your face. Sometimes the cause of acne & pimples.

For those who love to swim on filthy flood waters? "Korikong" ang mapapala mo, the worst would be "leptospirosis". At least not "leprosy.|"  STOP SWIMMING ON FILTHY FLOOD WATERS!

Do you have EIDETIC IMAGERY? The ability to remember everything all at once in one scene. Is it the same as having Photographic Memory? Hmm, sort of. 

 I had compiled a story of an Eidetic Imagery from CCDF: With all the subjects all at once in one sequence. On where they are in "hot spot" doing their own thing, where they stand or seated. I will have to sketch the place in order and post it here * later.

And who is this girl? Hmmm... I think saw her somewhere. I remember things, faces and everything that sometimes they end up the "face" of the subject of my artwork. 

 

 That's all for now folks! There's another day. CIAO & Have a nice day!

 

 

 

BAD LUCK MUST END

Because NOSTALGIA is not a strategy therefore I should stop posting about it. There are other topic or subject to discuss but no more BB Approach by Skinner. You know it might have bad karma or karmic result and  you know that I am not a Muslim to be having that kind of BBA. For further details about BBA just look at it in the textbook INTRODUCTION TO PSYCHOLOGY.

FOR NOW I HAVE TO FORGET THAT BB A or anything BB.  I don't like anything for the CONSPIRACY THEORY to manifest or that DEVIL'S CONSPIRACY or ADVOCACY to materialize. I want you to forget about it too. If you don't...it could happen to you! Or the worst of all Trump might win the BB again (after having lake America) and Alberta might end up under Trump's wings.

They are playing stupid games that ONLY THEM KNOWS THE CODE. If you want to crack the code do it at your own risk.  I'm OUT! Don't let me crack their code. 

Hilarious? You'll never know these days as in expect the unexpected. 

Do you have 20/20 VISION? Do you have the vision of a sniper?  What happened to the JACKAL the TV Series in Showcase? Why it doesn't air anymore? E. Redmayne's so great about his role as the "Jackal." 

There are too many TV SERIES that need an encore such as  COPENHAGEN TEST + TALAMASCA + THE PREACHER. They are television series that are unpredictable that you can keep on watching. 

Artwork for today:

Up in the Arctic are narwhals. They are not extinct yet nor endangered species, so many of them live  where they thrive and propagate  as "mammals" just like the whales.
 

 BAD LUCK MUST END OR IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU!

NOSTALGIA

 Once in a lifetime you get disrespected by annoying uneducated humans but sometimes you get annoyed, mistreated and disrespected by educated unprofessional humans. 

For once, in the workplace, when suddenly employer reprimanded their workers in front of the other employees and that's totally humiliating especially if the employer is younger reprimanding and scolding an older woman. That's fowl. The best thing an employer should do whether the fault is on that older woman they should both talk about indifference in a private room where no one could hear what the situation is. But you know some people are bossy and abusive. They want all the people to know so that humiliation is public and scrutiny is reached in all circles just to impose that she or he is the boss. They want to show that they are the "boss and she's the lead. Point is sometimes that backfired and some workers would take it as the best right moment to be "unionized." that's a story that happened to my friend. 

In my kind of work, where all of a sudden pressures are applied I would rather move out. I have other options. I stayed for a week babysitting niece Catherine instead, she's my Sister's baby. It's okay I've been waiting for other opportunities. That opportunity came sooner than later. I was recruited at the military camp C.A.S. where new officers are trained and schooled. There were the next Lieutenants, Captain, Majors, Colonels, and Generals. I was given a room with two soldiers they were ranked Private & Sergeant. They said that room was the Captain's room. What? So why I'm using the Captain room and his desk and chair? The two soldiers said the Captain was on  vacation and I can use that room. So I was there on the job training while the Captain was away. I have a very old typewriter with missing keys (2 keys missing) I mean you have to type hard enough so that those two keys (2 letters) would appear on paper. LOL. That's very puzzling and challenging. Why they don't fix it? OMG! This is more like a mystery to deal with. 

I decorated my table rather desk with thick cellophane because I don't like the texture of the wooden desk. I brought a chair pad on that wooden chair too because its hard on the bum. I was working from as early as 8 am to 4pm. I don't take merienda time just lunch break, one hour  at the barracks where my sister in law and her mother used to have their break. They worked there as civilian clerks for many years. 

Many days and weeks passed by I was curious when the Captain is coming back and take the room from me. No captain arrived and one day, it was calisthenics time or PE Day for soldiers and civilian employees I did not bring my pair of shorts and T-shirt didn't attend that but because told myself I was only on the job training. It's terribly hot outside. I hate hot weather I might collapse. I was left alone in the room. An Army officer came with a test paper (original copy) for me to type for those students in training. The Army Officer looked like the actor in TOUR OF DUTY television series.  Kamukha lang. After I typed the questionnaires (for mimeograph)  he said the CO wants to see me. Oh, I wonder why. We went outside of my room turned out the Admin has no other workers because they were having their PE. The hallway  going to the CO was dark and so strange. When the Officer opened the room I was shocked beyond shock but because who do you think I saw? He was General Schwarzkof. is that the correct spelling? In my thought " Sir! What are you doing here?" I first thought you are in Desert Storm?  Well truth is I was speechless. He asked me questions. such as where I graduated. I answered him FEU Sir! "Oh I first thought you were a graduate of UP. Wow! I wished.  

I passed the UPCAT Test but I was not accepted in BS Psychology because its full and I was told to take Veterinary Course because that's Non-Quota course. NON QUOTA! Then he asked me if I know COBOL. I told him, I heard about it Sir. Then he asked if I have a computer. I almost laughed. Nobody has computer in the Camp. FGS! Who can afford computer in Philippines before the 90's? OMG! Then the Army Officer told him that I'm the sister of William. (my brother been in Maryland USA for certain highly specialized skilled training/schooling) "Oh, okay now I know, the General just sighed and the General let me go free from further questioning. 

Nagtataka ka kung bakit nandoon sya? Me too! That was so shocking! Then knowing too many Filipinos work in the US Armed Forces & US NAVY and maybe he was recruiting the best of the best! 

And that happened so fast. The VISA arrived and I was alone & free once again. Actually that work visa was for my Mother not for me but she changed her mind.  

Sometimes there are people who cannot believe true stories. They would say that's unbelievable or product of fiction. You can always laughed at them. Then when its fiction they sometimes believed it is the truth. So many weird people you know. I have stories in FICTION in another page blog ( LA TAVERNA)  BELIEVE IT OR NOT! Believe it they are humans. Those actors are humans and you can see them with your own eyes. My question is DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD WITHOUT SEEING "HIM?" Is God a woman or a man?  

 

NOSTALGIA MOMENTS

NOSTALGIA again? Sure why not? It's not a strategy but who cares right? So I stayed at DRTS doing my job despite of pressure. Once a month or at least twice a month I have to visit the Pharma for my stocks and to pass my report/survey/statistics and because I was already there have to mingle with those clerks who are my "friends" two of them were Ludy and Resurrecion who is using a computer to record all the products in that one lone computer (Her vision had suffered from all the works). This happened before the 90's I think way back 1987? . Medical Reps. stayed at the branch to mingle too while waiting for the order of stocks to be released (stocks in boxes). So met those male representatives and saw one who was not a Filipino looking guy, he looked like a hockey player from Canucks. Ops kamukha lang. May commercial sya on TV I don't know his name and I didn't ask. many of those med reps in the company I worked for are from wealthy prominent families and one of my bosses who signed my ID card was a brother of the actor Joseph Estrada. Yup, I worked in company where almost everyone is richy rich and I'm from a family with military background. WE're not rich and we're not poor. We eat 3x per day with merienda. We can buy what we want not for luxury. 

So I had two more of newbie medical reps for orientation and training in my "territory" accompanied them to their doctors for detailing purposes, etc. One newbie looked more like "Turkish-Filipino" kinkilig ang mga co-workers ko kasi guapo si RM.  Naka sunglasses pa sya. I'm always been helpful, so why not. Grabe! Hundreds ang list of doctors nya to cover. One last doctor to cover and he was inside the room for more than 30 minutes. I almost panic. I first thought he was having trouble. Hindi pa uso ang cellphone don't know how to message him from inside the room.I was about to knock the door to know what's going on when  the door opens and he was sweating. I didn't ask he just said, "oh I first thought you left me already." Darn it. I got nervous for that guy. Then I decided to cover my assigned doctor who worked in the bank. At first she was polite to accept me in her room and I was to start my detailing when suddenly she started putting on make up looking at her mirror and doing some nonsense stuff. Got me offended for her rude act, so unprofessional. I left the products and medical brochures and put an x on my list and promise not to go back there, she's the only annoying doctor, bastos at walang galang how did anybody passed and give her  license to be a doctor?  in my list of 50 doctors sya lang ang walang modo. ( and not pretty)  because I was also a Clinician for DRTS and I must be there from 8 to 4pm as requested by the Specialists.  RM and I went to Cindy's Recto just close to my alma mater FEU for snacks. Then  we parted ways that's it. I should have interviewed him to get to know him but he's more a snob or maybe because he is such a newbie and younger or maybe nervous, tired and shy. I don't know who his backer. Me? I am not afraid of mingling with boys, I have 4 brothers where I learned the boys things and their attitude. I wear my brother's T-shirts mostly NIKE and pants too, my favorite was his brown corduroy pants! Ha ha ha! One time it went missing, turned out my sister was wearing it. Yeah, medyo siga ako noon para akong tomboy!! Ha ha ha!

Next, my supervisor and Robert T. came to visit me at DRTS. They also met the specialists and then they asked me to go with them, Robert's already driving, good for him. When we drove out of the Department of Health compound, we're stuck on rush hour traffic and we had chosen another route. I was not familiar on that route where he drove to a street I haven't seen nor heard of. The supervisor and Robert don't know that street either and got lost on the way and I noticed the people and the place is more like "India or maybe Little India." The people  looked more like East Indians than Filipinos. Kung merong Chinatown sa Pinas, meron ding mga Bumbay at ang dami nila noh lalo na sa Paco. Currently, mga Filipinos na ang marami sa Vegas, California, sa Alberta maraming mga Filipinos para ngang Little Philippines doon. 

OMG! Am I dreaming? My supervisor asked me, "Verna, where are we?" I replied, I don't know. I was shocked as they were. Robert has to hurry up driving us to our destination. I asked to be dropped to that mall with National Bookstore EDSA  branch because I want to visit my friend Luz who works there. They are kind of upset because Robert was to have a "recital" he is a gifted violinist ( he also played violin at Manila Peninsula Hotel) and was asked to perform in the main office at the UL. Robert is a look alike of David Duchovny when he was younger. I told you nga pang VIVA Films and mga co-workers ko sa Pharma. My female supervisor who was a look-alike of Joan Allen the actress? Sino ang kamukha nya? Yung female CIA officer (Pam Landy) sa movie ni Matt Damon na "Bourne Supremacy.| 

Oh well that's it for now with MY PAST ADVENTURE. Nostalgia moments. My NOSTALGIA ARE TRUE REAL LIFE STORY.  

Any comment?  The problem with having comments here at BLOGGER would compromise the smooth sailing function of my blog. So sometimes comments box is not necessary. It slows down the process. SO THANKS ANYWAY.

 

RAVEN & ECHO & SURPRISE.....

 Okay let's go back to normalcy because life's too short for so many of us. We cannot all be depressed because our politicians are somewhere between purgatory and heaven knows what comes up next with their negotiations with Trump. Do they really have to trade with him? That's insane! He likes it when someone is begging. Or could it be this is their biggest game ever and Canadians are being played upon and used as pawns? I HOPE NOT! Better to think positive when things are odds. 

Once in awhile I have nostalgia moments: blast from the past. Aren't we all?

This is what Raven looks like now without the maltese face of having too much fur on her face. She had a hair cut days ago. Before her face looks dark because of the black-grey hairs. She's still cute and adorable and cuddly because of her soft fur like a lamb.

While Echo seems to be missing Mia (daughter of Duane) who returned to UBC last week and cries every now and then. Its okay my husband Lorne and me are with her during this kind of situation. We're good at our dog psychology hey what more with humans who need more compassion. 

I thought they were therapy dogs but didn't know that dogs have feelings too and humans will learn  too many things from them.  While some humans don't really learn anything, (lol) despite of all the obvious. They are too old to accept mistakes and just really too old. There is nothing to do about them but with dogs there is still hope. 

I should not laugh at what happened, really its a matter of who cares and tell it to the marines!  

WE ARE ALL LIVING IN A HUGE CIRCLE and when that CIRCLE collapse....it's the END. 

GOD BLESS EVERYBODY! 

Opsi before I forget HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS! I think they are on their 75th already. 

 
 

This photo was on their 72nd Wedding Anniversary. My Father is now 97 years of age and my Mother is now age 95 I think. 

Wishing them  more blessed anniversaries to come as they live happily ever after.  💓🙌🙏💓

 

NOSTALGIA

 

The drawings I had photographed were not in the file. I don't know what's happening with my camera as its function more like having malfunction as if being "possessed."  Oh, I am so used to that kind of phenom. You wont believe how many of those supernaturals I've encountered in my whole life. It feels like a sequence from a dream but its not. I take it as a "gift" sort of just like my Lola who was gifted with such phenomena  and maybe I got it from her. Its more like sixth sense but we brushed it off. Nobody believes in it. I don't wanna believe it either. Who cares about it and I don't like it to be my daily day to day schedule of seeing dead people. Sometimes, I tried to avoid them. I don't look at them. I tried to be as humorous as possible because what can you do? Do I have to talk to them? 

People might say, "oh, you are always watching horror movies and zombies that's why." Not really! There's no zombie movie in the 60's and 70's  Zombie was unheard of until way back I was a Clinician at DRTS (Department of Health), I have a Free Clinic there for the company I worked for and my friends also Clinician from different pharmaceutical companies: Sanofi, Schering USA, Pfizer, Berlimed, Wellcome, Glaxo, Stiefel, etc, etc. when one of the Clinicians asked me, "Verna did you see  the zombie?" Huh! What zombie? I don't know about it. "Nevermind, "  she said. 

Well, curious me went upstairs and hand them over our medical products for free, its Ampicin & Pyrazinamide triple action that will cure it. For the record they are not contagious antibiotics can cure them. ! They are not zombies. They have hansen's disease. The health care worker who was there worked for the Jesuit. and was so grateful. I gave them those products so that their patients need not to fall in  line at the Free Clinic. Of course those patients must have Rx from the specialist. I have them for the record. I don't just give away company's products without my authority. lol. 

I carry a lot of medical products in my leather bag provided by the company. I detailed medical products to doctors. I still remember them by heart such as Eczacort, Fungistin, , Dermexin,  Clormetamine, Clormetalone, Cloxamycin,  Ampicin (Antibiotic), Pyrazinamide, Betablockers Cardiosel (for Heart ailment,hypertension), etc, etc. Ang bigat ng bag ko, makukuba na ako. 

 I worked in a prestigious company the largest pharma in the Philippines with 7 divisions and branches. I was advised by the Director of the company (Dr. Rei C.) that I should drive so that I can move or he can transfer me to Myra (division of UL where sales rep. are women) because Medical Rep. in that branch where I worked are all MEN. Reason for this is big opportunity and I have to just face the doctors, detail the products to them, inform them of our medical conference, etc not to face and deal with the patients at the Clinic because at DRTS there are thousands of patients coming in and going everyday and we the Clinicians are breathing the air. My "boss" doesn't like me to breathe the germs in there. Because  its more like a "swarm." Lapitin kasi ako ng mga ano ------------ hindi naman ako si Mother Theresa. LOL. Pati mga demonyo nilalapitan ako. NO, I am not matapobre! I like my job I'm good at product detailing but may nakikialam sa job ko. That I should not be there for my own safety. 

Yup they only accept men as Medical Representative in the company I worked for and they must be and should be "handsome or with pleasing personality."  Yung pang VIVA Films. LOL. That's only if I want to get promoted I have to move to Myra. I think when he said that I had my short crew cut and I decided to wear pants.One of the sales rep. called me "Pogi." Why not? Mas guapo pa ako sa kanila. at bata pa akong tingnan. Ha ha ha! Just kidding .  Being Clinician is just fine with me. I don't need to be a saleswoman. What is he thinking? In the Philippines, there are more female dermatologists than male that's why it is a strategy to have male salesmen and representatives. In DRTS there is only one male doctor (Dr. Tablante)  and at least 4 senior or veteran specialists (one of them is my cousin Dr. L. Dy Nicol) and about 10 to 15 resident physicians all women, one of them was a beautiful doctor/specialist Dr. Rowena Padilla sister of famous actor Robin Padilla. She's gorgeous! Ang ganda nya!! I teased her that she should just try showbiz and be a movie star. Then my favorite doctor Dr. Menchu Deang. Love ko mga doctors ko doon sa territory ko. 

One of the medical representatives who is a look alike of the actor PJ Abellana when he was younger had a visit at the Clinic DRTS and asked if I could help him. I was surprised because that Clinic was not his territory or itinerary. So I asked what he wants? He wants me to accompany him to that medical shop  for surgical scissors! WTH!!!!!!!!!!! Why? LOL. Why me? I think he wants to chill out or wants to know me. He's younger than me I think he was newly grad and newbie as med rep. I was 24 years old. I looked and treat him just like a young brother showing him the area of Tayuman outside of Department of Health  and all the pharmacies and doctor's clinics I  covered for survey report. 

You know when I was younger, my classmates in Elementary used to tease me as "Marlene Dauden." Kamukha ko daw sya nung bata pas si MD. Marlene Dauden had a psychological thriller movie wherein she was holding a pair of scissors. It's about the mystery scissors. 

OMG! Such a joker! And it never ends with that. TO BE CONTINUED.

 

NAZI BEWARE!

 

 So much so for drama because I hate drama. I should go back to watching horror movies and zombies. I forgot to watch WALKING DEAD: Dead City last Sunday. because of that stupid BB. Of course didn't forget to watch BB Show (Big Brother episode last night) Dee sacrificed Drew to battle with Haley. Then Drew won and sacrificed Barett to battle with Haley and lastly Yash and Lala battled with Haley and Haley was eliminated from Big Bother House. How many people were sacrificed to battle with one lone woman. Haley must be exhausted then she would rather go home and out of BB Show. Tonight is the next episode of BIG BROTHER where famous ZINGBOT will roast the remaining house guests. ZINGBOT the robot is notorious for being frank and honest because he can see it all as being keen observant. How exciting would be tonight's show at 6 pm or 9 pm?It is usually at 8 but they changed the time slot. Who knows maybe they will air at 8 pm tonight.

UPDATE: Zingbot up for next episode.  Lala, Taylor, and Devin up for eviction. Devin won the BB Blockbuster. Lala was evicted from BB House. 

FIRST WEEK OF SEPTEMBER sure is the temperature changed as dramatically as it used to be. You are wondering why I'm not posting Calendar of Events in THE CONSCIOUS MIND its because this month is more of a JEWISH HOLIDAY MONTH : Ross Hashanah, Yom Kippur, Sukkot, Autumnal Equinox, etc You'll never know who are Jews or Jewish or Muslims in Canada. The NAZI? There is still a manhunt for the NAZI so beware!

MYSTERIOUS BB

 Since all the brouhaha had happened last week and had catapulted as gossip that spreads like wildfire at the hospital. Thanks to Cristy for spreading the NEWS! You know what? She could have spread it on CNN & CTV maybe Global. She should have spread also the worms she saw on sushi from Costco which she's got a refund. The garbage and lots of garbage in Bali? Well, according to her she would go back there again. ? WEIRD! 

 I don't know, I think she hates me. She's not showing emotions though for she's acting as the HN. The true real HN was on vacation so she as substitute must looked stern and NAZI. 

Maybe it just happened because I was not "White skinned" and perhaps I should not be there in that facility. Maybe that facility is for white people only! Only female White nurses. 

I think it must have been she's been into it as "pre-meditated." She's always looking for flaws. Darn it we all have flaws, nobody's perfect! We are sick and who is she? Is she sick mentally?  There's somebody there with PTSD I wont name names. She once told me , "Verna you can't win." Ha? I was like why?I am not in competition with anybody.  Why she would say that? Me covered in a blanket with Vancouver Canucks logo, in a recliner hooked to the machine, thinking what she meant by that? 

Anyway,  so much so for that take it as PSYCHOLOGY 101. Oh that's my room in Psych Class, where the Harvard Grad professor of mine was looking at the window before the class begins, holding on to her cigar. WTH! It was my first time to see a teacher, a professor smokes well at least her smoke is carried by wind outside the window not inside the class room. You know who she reminds me? The mysterious guy in Fox Mulder's (David Duchovny) )TV series X FILES.

I will forgive but wont forget but really it's hard for me to forgive. I'm sorry I cannot forgive her.  Some people who already knew the story just said, it was just one and no bites. LOL. I think he's got bites in her nose. Darn, from a human whose not even perfect. Maybe I should have bites because I saw some people with bites and they are allowed in the facility. Oh, ok they are white skinned people that's the difference. I am the only one Asian in that building. I THINK THAT BUILDING or facility was exclusive for WHITE PEOPLE ONLY!

Hey RACISM & BULLYING is happening here in Canada, don't you know? Former PM Trudeau once said she knew and aware about it but cannot do anything that's why ANTI- HATE CRIME is now a Bill under PM Mark Carney's.  

I was thinking maybe it's just that Skinner's BB Approach kind of test that they get rewards but also get punishment. 

ON TV & Internet, Trump promoting BB (Ducks marching with guns) that's funny! Once in a while Trump offers some hilarious idea including his Lake America. 

Well, this time they have Trump's wigs and carry guns. In Psychology book, duck (pato or bb) carry a pot on its head. It has something to do with modern time. UPGRADE, In the TEN COMMANDMENTS, Charlton Heston  the actor was MOSES carrying a rod. In SOYLENT GREEN you must carry a gun.  

 To think that Google had it on the map but with invisible line division Lake America facing USA & Lake Ontario facing Ontario, Canada. 

Hey that's what happened to Gulf of Mexico. The gulf facing USA is named Gulf of America.

What's this all about? This is the answer to the division of territorial waters in SOUTH CHINA SEA. It doesn't belong to China alone. Part of that sea belongs to PHILIPPINES.  

 

RETURN TO SCHOOL

 STRESS & PRESSURE during the BACK TO SCHOOL. Parents do have some upsetting and rewarding moments during the first week and or first month of the back to school program. If all school supplies are bought, new clothes, shoes and school bags (backpacks), lunch boxes and fare or allowance are met nothing to worry about. For the well to do no problem. But for the low income families all those expenses could lead to $500 to $1,000 and that's money too precious to let go because that's already a month or half month's grocery. for the family's daily food budget. The good thing about here in Canada, there are too many public schools even the Middle School, Secondary and Senior High are without tuition fees to pay. In private school here in my community, there are only about 20+ less than 30 students. Would you believe that? Too costly for some parents if they will have their kids in private school that's why however much attention are given to those students. They have the best facility, air conditioned (good heating)  and well maintained for convenience and maybe standard of teaching is higher. Who knows right? You have to be in that private school to know and experience the standard. 

I was educated in Public School in Elementary and Private School in High School. Not much difference actually, except that all the students in my school were sons and daughters of soldiers. We live in the Military Camp so that's the school we attend to together with my neighbors. All my siblings (4) and I were graduates of the same private school except for one brother who had chosen to be in public school which is sort of a relief for my parents. 

Yeah, I know how some parents feel about budgeting during the days when school starts to function the first month and months to come because I am also a Mother. I volunteered in my children's school many years ago. Then later told myself I had enough, working at home, working at the Creekside Village as "cleaning lady" where my husband managed (before he retired) and working at the local Chinese Restaurant... too much work, too tiring and  I don't like being a "Helicopter Mom" at my children' school. I was also a substitute teacher when I was in Elementary and student-teacher when I was in High School so I know the method of teaching and how the school runs.  

You'll ask me if there's favoritism in the Class? Teachers have favourites, that's true.I don't know what it is but when I was a student teacher, I like smart students who can always answer the question, always in perfect attendance, polite and courteous not causing trouble. Of course the "gifted or the clairvoyants" What about them? Oh, you wished there are many of those who are exceptionally outstanding, you know what I mean? But sometimes good character is the best. Your kids attitude will always reflect on the parents and parenting whether you are racist or a bully. However, when they are old enough you cannot control what goes on because they have a mind of their own, they have peers, barkada where they learned being "street smarts." 

  In the world we are living right now, we only can hope and pray that children nowadays should have good role models to mould their character, follow righteousness because God knows what those crazy lunatic leaders who are there on TV for everyone to see, watch and heard of how bad the world now and it takes one push button and doomsday END OF THE WORLD AS WE  KNOW IT. 

 

 It's the end of the world as we knew it ... and I feel fine.)))))))

                            Angel Fountain at San Giuseppe Roman Catholic Church, Palermo Italy. 

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NOTE: The original statue has its golden fountain 

 

WEAPON theme song for SMALLVILLE - Tom Wellington as Superman

 

WEAPON BY MATTHEW GOOD