Tuesday, January 25, 2022

Feeling Kind Of Upset

 Husband asked me if he can roast a turkey for me. I looked at him with disgust. Of course he was joking. I don't eat turkey and I don't eat chicken. I have few viands that I really like and my favorites mostly seafoods. However, wont be able to enjoy some shellfish, shrimps, prawns and other species of fish because I have allergy. Would you believe that? My favorites are now my "enemies!"

OMG!!! What the hell is that? I never ever had allergies with shrimps or prawns. Something is wrong! Where the fishermen gathered those sea creatures anyway? On RED TIDE ZONE?

My allergy started actually when I had the nasty bite from a spider or spiders maybe on my left finger. The next day, I had at least 3 red spots on my left hand right close to that spider bite spot on my finger. I was kind of ignoring it and then next days had those Reese's peanut butter chocolates. That also trigger the allergy. But I was not really sure though if its the cause because maybe the new laundry detergent (liquid) Persil also trigger the allergy on my hand. Then the Sunlight liquid soap. Then the fabric softener, then the beddings and coordinates and some non-cotton fabric clothes. Which one is which. 

The allergy or rash looks like hives and welts. The allergies go away by itself but then there are certain things that trigger the itchy kind of feeling. I take a bath twice a day so I thought the allergy could be triggered with bath soap. So I changed bath soaps from Irish Spring to Safeguard, then Ivory, to Dove then back to Irish Soap again. Hmm, I should not tell publicly about my allergy or else... You know somebody out there might poison me or put nuts in my food, eh?

I looked back at the memory chip of my digital camera to find out the time/date and what's the pictures in it in chronological order. Before my allergy triggered the first and beginning of the cause or origin of such allergy...in the photos are: the big bag of shrimp chips that I been snacking everyday which happened to be also my daughter's favorite snacks  before the Halloween, then the pepperoni and cheese with crackers. 

I know that I have certain allergy with certain lotion &perfume which of course not stupid enough to have those lotion and perfume on my body again. Hm, maybe the hand sanitizer's the cause of those hives? Compulsive washing and cleaning hands! But with shrimps and fish? I was not allergic to those before! 

I could be wrong with my assumption. Maybe it's actually the WATER! I'm the only one here who drinks tap water and I'm the only one who takes a bath twice a day and shower at night time. I don't know why I like water so much. Solitude maybe.

Hmm, could be the house. This house that we are currently renting trigger the allergy. I asked my husband if the occupants or tenants of this apartment before had pets. Yup, they had dogs and cat! Hmm, could it be that the washer and drying machine had remnants of those pet hairs? But I washed and dried so many of our clothes, towels and linens in those machines and every time I cleaned the machines. OMG! I don't know anymore. I tried Benadryl meds for hives. Nope, doesn't work. I don't have any symptoms of covid nor any symptom of flu, no cough, no fever, no headache, no colds..." just hives and welts." I tried the calamine lotion. Calamine lotion helps relieve the itch on skin but only for one day or two days then those welts gone in 4 days, just disappeared and vanished. But then after those red spots vanished another red spot appear on other part of my skin like as if its a mini pepperoni.  My legs and arms are ugly now. I used to have beautiful skin. Oh wow! Ugly legs and ugly hands. Tsk! tsk! LOL. Ha ha ha, have to laugh at what's happening to me. Yup, being autistic here.

Maybe there are witches in this part of the world. Baka kinukulam ako ah. LOL. Sino kayang may galit sa akin? I don't have enemies. I don't have enemy. Oh well, nothing I can do. If ever, they read my story they might even laugh at my ordeal. Ok then laugh so hard. hey. It's time to show your legs and arms for the whole world to see. IT'S ABOUT TIME. You have no competition whoever you are.

Anyway, I don't really compete with anybody when it comes to legs and arms. I don't really care if I have skin allergy. Who cares right? I saw those people with warts on their faces, breasts, legs and arms. I saw so many people with skin diseases (eczema, psoriasis, boils, cold sores or herpes, pimples, acne, urticaria, leprosy) when I worked as medical representative before at the Free Clinic in DRTS. That time it was normal to see those people with skin allergies and skin diseases, they don't bother me. I was not even scared or they don't scare me. Now that I have hives and welts as if hairy caterpillars are crawling over me. Ha ha! πŸ˜ƒOMG! So creepy! I'm feeling kind of paranoid now.😒😨😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😿

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