Invisibility

Listening to music makes my day a bit brighter. It's good for the mind and for the heart. Instead of worrying about the future and worrying about the cause and effect of the pandemic that wont go away because it feels like an advertisement on the part of the government. It's like showing the whole entire country or the world who are the powerful entities and whose got the power?

I went over wikipedia and other sources of historical past events on about the subject: Spanish flu of 1918. Spanish flu which I already tackled in another blogs. The flu which became a pandemic was mentioned only twice in the year 1918 (in the record). However, multiple battles, war, assassination, invasion and infrastructures that involve explosions, bombings were recorded constantly. The Spanish flu was just a drop in the bucket , could be the devastation and deaths were actually during the war. The World War I that had its beginnings when two idiots collide because of jealousy and rage over one woman. As simple as that? It doesn't make sense. It's like the Adam & Eve + the serpent.

By the way, my husband went shopping again without me. He shopped at a time when I don't even know where he went first thought he went to work and when he came back he had those shopping bags of fresh produce and dairy products. The last time I went shopping was first week of March 2020, that month when I purchased gifts for my sister on her birthday. Then my husband went to the garden centre (for vegetables)  and to the Canadian Tire and bought potting soil and to my amazement, he bought two pots of bougainvillea. Darn it. I want to go to the garden centre and you know my husband he's like that very strict. He doesn't like me getting out of the house especially because of the pandemic.

Whatever. If I'm sad and disappointed, a lot of people are feeling the same kind of frustrations. I watched the Ellen Degeneres show and Ellen is showing some form of depression and so as Bill Murray. Or are they just good at acting? Ellen inside her greenhouse (or solarium) while being watched from the back by her assistant Andy, looks freaky. I mean, it feels creepy! The different shows on TV produced at respective homes and through the internet or "face time chat rooms" looked kind of weird as if we are watching some people gossip and you are being a stalker or lurkers. That's how it looks now when shows aren't produced inside the studio. Boring too. Viewers would rather watch something else or create their own entertainment at facebook. After all these self-isolation and using too much face time, you'll notice how many hundred tags on your skin (face, neck and back). One day you'll freak out of how many moles you have on your skin. You'll have more wrinkles and dry skin. You'll develop cataract or your eyes will get blurry because of the emission of the bluelight. Tough. The danger that lurks within. How to protect your eyesight and your face from radiation? Wear a face shield? Wear a safety vest against invisible bullets?!