Pushover

 Because it is hotter today than yesterday, my hubby doesn't feel like eating. He said, he 'll be happy to have left over for dinner. lol. Ha! I don't need to cook. Great!

Then what about my kids? They can cook simple meals such as spaghetti or instant noodles, maybe just boil hotdogs on hot boiling water in a kettle or wok. Or just toss the hotdogs inside the toaster/oven. Simple.

It's true that when it is oven hot at home without A/C just a rotating fan it feels like better to just have a bowl of fresh green salad with ranch/dill dressing or just order viands from restaurant. That's what other people do. Some families I know would rather go to their local restaurants and dine in. Hey, pandemic restrictions is almost over. 

What's really stopping   other people from being happy is all those bad rumors of the pandemic infection. If you are vaccinated twice you wont get infected again. Unless if you are careless or you have other type of ailments or pre-existing illness that you are hiding for such a very long time. Maybe you don't ahve antibody or immunity. People with AIDS and HIV have zero immunity. People with CANCER have less immunity. Do not take on others whether they are vaccinated or not. Their health is better than yours probably. If you have multiple illness and then you got covid, why blame others of your covid? Is it really covid? You just coughed and feel uneasy breathing you think that's covid? OA. You can have colds and cough from allergy and dust. If droplets of water has covid too what does it tells you?

My God, let me tell you something...while you were there inside the Matrix Egg & Matrix Sperm Sac, you were already in the greatest battle or race to be the next in line to come out and see the LIGHT. There was a fight inside. When you were born you are fighting to stay alive to breathe in new life. Everyday is a battle or survival. I don't know why all of a sudden because of covid everybody, everything becomes abnormal and all kinds of phobias became the norm. I think paranoia is becoming rampant and those day to day salesmen on TV are paranoid and sick of OCD. maybe they have to continue to promote the vaccines because their life depends on it. Maybe that's where their wages are coming from as in they are paid by large pharmaceutical companies. Maybe they are medical salesmen not doctors. Doctors don't really do that kind of product detailing on and on TV as if they are drug pushers, pushing the vaccines for billions of people to get vaccinated or have their vaccines for greater good over and over again seems like a litany. Pushing drugs, pushing vaccines by those doctors and politicians as in non-stop as if they have no other job to do as if they are demoted. ? If people want to be vaccinated, they will go there straight to the pharmacy and have injection and pay for it or go straight to their doctor and get the shot. Somehow at the community centre doing the immunization leads to FREE VACCINES. Why pay when it's free?

You know what? I remember when my very strict, conservative grandmother who was over-protective of her own grandkids telling us stories about what happened during World War II. The scary, frightening wars, the life and death, the loss of lives especially her loved ones, etc. The many missing children being killed by those masked men. Children who were taken, abducted and put inside the sacks, only to be seen on the bridge with their bloody bodies and smashed heads, their blood splattered, scattered on the roads. It was said to believed that their blood could make the concrete bridge sturdier and last longer for a century. It's weird right? So, she kept warning us about it so that we wont get out at night or get out from home without permission. She also warned us not to play at the bamboo bridge nor hang up there or it will break. There are many don'ts. Do not do this and that. Do not go to that place or there are certain places that we can feel at safe or secured. There is always limits and limitation to what we can do because she forbid us not to do it or in other words she doesn't want us to go where she cannot see us. 

It is the limits and limitation of what you can and cannot do that gives you what kind of life you'll have. 

If ever you are taught in schools and universities about what you can learn is only from provided textbook then that's all you can learn and know about. If you happen to be in just one country for the rest of your life and not able to see other countries with your own eyes then your intelligence about what Atlas has taught you would be just limited. The limit of your knowledge is based on what you can read, see, hear, listen, touch and smell. Thank goodness, in our generation we are helped through the power of computers, modern technology that help us through thick and thin. Of course the power of television is also the best indispensable tool to progress.

Now who are lazy, slow and up to no good?

Time is too slow for those who wait.

I don't mind having hamburger and fries again.

Strawberry cheesecake for dessert.